Selasa, 03 November 2015

Tahun ini banyak masalah menghampiri keluargaku 
sama seperti beberapa tahun lalu
Orang tuaku di tipu sama orang yang mereka sudah anggap keluarga
Terpaksa semua harus di jual
Mobil yang papa dan mamaku perbaiki satu demi persatu harus di jual
Entah apa lagi yang harus di jual
Belum lagi Om ku yang egois itu 
Aku harus bagaimana sekarang ?
Apa yang harus aku lakukan ?
Dan masalah - masalah lainnya

Jujur hatiku masih terlampau sangat sakit
Andai saja dulu orang tuaku tidak di tipu
Dengan uang itu , Kakakku bisa di oprasi agar dia bisa segera sembuh
Papa aku juga tidak perlu di permalukan 

selain itu mimpiku 
apa aku bisa menggapainya?
Menjadi seorang Psikolog adalah impianku 
Tetapi menjadi penyanyi adalah impian terbesarku ...
Apa aku bisa menggapainya ?
Ini bukan hanya mimpiku tapi mimpi kakakku juga
Jika aku berhasil menjadi penyanyi 
Bukan hanya mimpiku yang akan terwujud 
Tapi mimpi kakakku juga ...

Rabu, 28 Oktober 2015

Just my bestfriend know what I feel right now
Just My REAL bestfriend
I show my smile
I show like I'm not have many problem
but not like that
Just waiting something maybe very far
I'm Tired like this
but I know I must do like this
say I'm fine but the truth not like that

Selasa, 15 September 2015

I have 3 bestfriend but now i feel i lost them
We must separated that because we in different university. 
I miss them
Miss when we laugh together
Share story together
Can we do like before again ?
I know we not little kid anymore
Can we do like before ?
3 month again is my birthday
I hope my bestfriend here
I just have 3 dream
I can be cum laude.
I can stay with my bestfriend
I can make my family smile
i remember when you sing that song for me
when I'm alone , I can hear your voice again .
I'm sorry I can make you stay beside me
When I'm married with someone I loved
I hope you will come
maybe It's imposible
but i'm always hope like that


like my promise
I will help someone to get beautiful life
I don't care with my self again
I hope i can be a singer
That's your ambition alright ?

We will meet someday
wait for me

Minggu, 13 September 2015


i dont know i dream him sing TVXQ song bolero for me
why oppa ???
before I sleep I don't thing about you but why I dream You sing that song in my dream

7th years hmm
yah already 7th years you leave me
are you miss me ?
oppa are you happy now ?
but why you came in to my dream and sing that's song with tears fall from your eyes
"Let me hear the lovely, fleeting wings of the bolero playing
Soar high, you will discover a place that will even heal your sadness"
lyric from that's song

why you can know if I sad right now ?
are you feel that ?
Oppa I'm fine don't be sad for me

yes that true I'm fine


Doctor always say to me I'm Okay
But i feel different
I wanna like other people
Playing and don't care if I will sick tomorrow
Never come to hospital

I wanna fly like bird
Not in this place 
I wanna go place I love
But the true no like that

I'm always say I'm okay but the true not like that
I'm always say I'm not sick but the true not like that
I'm always say I'm not sad but the true not like that

I don't care if someone I love meet with other person
That because I know I can beside him forever
I will leave and never comeback
I hope he can got Girlfriend 
Girlfriend more than me 
always care about him more I'm always do
Always protect him more that I can do

I hope my bestfriend can got someone to change me if I can beside their again
I hope my bestfriend never sad anymore
I hope my bestfriend got someone for make their happy although I can beside them again

and my family
Please don't cry 
my heart sick if I know your tears fall down


Believe with me ...
Someday God will make me to meet with you again 

If....


If someday i must go . Please don’t cry. Thanks for coming in to my life . I don’t care if you just come for make me cry , or you make me happy .
Chingu-ya...
Sorry i can’t with you forever
Sorry if i have many mistake for you
Sorry if i just make you panic because I’m sick
Thanks for coming in to my life
Share pain together
Laugh together
Being crazy together
Always beside me

For my family
I’m sorry if I’m always sick and make you sad
Mom dad sorry if I’m always make you panic with my condition
Oppa eonnie saeng thanks for make me smile
I’m fine right now
You must smile for me
Don’t make your tears out because of me
I Love You ALL